I haven’t slept in days, I’m just thinking about what you said and I can’t get it out of my mind. I wish I could go back and re do everything.
You hate me, my friends think I’m a whore who’s going nowhere in life and I keep finding myself wanting to be sick again, and just numb out so I don’t have to deal with any of my problems, and I know that’s not how life works…I can’t just go get high, have sex and not eat and think that all my problems will go away, but it’s taking so much not to fall back into old habits.